My blog has started to run my life.
I never thought I’d utter those words and that I would read an email with the subject heading EMERGENCY! From a fellow blogger* – upset about sitemeter no less – and think of that as an actual emergency.
Is there something wrong with me in these cases? When Sir Bone gave me the solution to my blogger problem, I blew a kiss southward to Alabama, because really, that shit was pissing me off. So maybe I am a little odd, though I’ve never claimed not to be. Maybe I enjoy blogging a little too much and even when it pisses me off and I can’t find anything interesting to write about, I still get a little sad about leaving the blogosphere. I can’t tell you all how many times I’ve been so very close to deleting the blog. I don’t know, I guess it’s just the nature of the beast. And no matter where I go, I’ll always have a love hate relationship with blogging. But it’s always nice to know that I’m not the only one.
When reading this, I was a little worried about what not to share about my blogging habits and what to share. For example, if I'm at an event or doing something, I start to write the blog entry in my head. And like Bone said in my comments, if I don't like my current blog entry, I'll think about it all day long. Also, now that I've been linked to other blogs which have considerably higher traffic than I, I'm now starting to get worried that their readers will hate me. For example, Amalah readers who think I'm going to be just as funny and witty. HA! I'm so not. But I can tell you how craptacular life is during the Quarter Life Crisis and that I have to babysit, even though I love Noah, because I'm broke. But other than that, so not funny.
Now, dear blovers, what are your blog issues? Do tell.
have I mentioned that I really love sitemeter? Like really. So please delurk and say 'Hi'.
Speaking of sitemeter, someone found my blog by looking up "fuck babysitter" on MSN.com and also by searching for "dealing with disgruntle co-workers". For the record, I'm not getting any and my co-workers aren't disgruntle. Sorry to disappoint.
Also I've just made it so people who don't have blogger accounts can comment. So delurk!
*this blogger shall remain nameless